I’m tired of living this life.

Ready to rest and close my eyes,

Relax my muscles and lose my mind.

Yesterday I gave in.

Today I give up.


I will rest for an eternity without love…

Reassured that heartache and pain

Will no longer know my name nor see me again.

I’m so tired,

And ready to lie still.

Ready for my maker to pass judgement as he may.

Heaven or Hell…

Whichever he picks;

Though this thing they call life is hell to me now

Heaven, if it exist, has to be a better fit…

I’m tired,

Eyes damn near shut.

Mind already gone a drift.

Heart pumping fast like a race car, throttle high.

Comprehension lost in a bottle.

I’m so tired… and… an..and…