I just don’t know anymore

Right from left

Up from down

I’ve been all around through every town

searching for Mi Amor

the flame, the Kindale to the candle to brighten my path

my twin heart,

soulmate to fill the emptiness inside

that which makes me whole

mends the broken parts

the bliss of love making

morning noon and night

the aggressive fucking after a fight

the kisses on the cheek when we say good-bye

gentle touches that cause me to rise



I just dont know anymore

yes from no

do from don’t

I’ve tried to search for the answers but seem to always

get lost in a dark room that seems to have no doors

that feeling of chaos

mass confusion

thoughts of death and losing it all

that last breath before last call

the end…