with my heart first, i jumped in

like a card shark, all in

your words gave me comfort

though i didnt know what i was running from

afraid to be alone

i booked a flight and called this home

the road ahead became rough

I lost control of my goals and self for love

trying to gain ground and get back on my feet

stressed, depressed and feeling obsolete

losing sleep

i dont know what to do

this was never a game to me 

it was more a new leaf

a fresh start

a new me…