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no longer connect
communication’s broke down
we have lost our step…

falling astray from
that moment we found us, lost
in the arms of love

how do we regain
that, which we swore to never
let loose of again…

one day at a time
trust re-established for love
forsaken us both…

now drowning in tears
blanketed in kleenex. nights
 morbid, can’t escape

thoughts of not being
under star lit clouds, comfort’d
in the strength of love

broken. cracked. forgot…
lost in emotions of…what
is it we call this?

LOVE. Happiness. HOPE.
without you coping is worthless… 


*”She Said, He Said”  the book is coming soon… This piece was written to and about someone, also to continually show my range to the editor, and proof readers I have checking out my work…


Her name?
5 foot something.
Thick, luscious.
Eyes like gems.
Voice angelic.
Hair flowing like leaves blown in the wind.
A feeling of bliss when lips – interlock.
Intoxicating sips of love.

Cherishing every moment.

Her being

Revitalized my existence…

 Influential to my becoming…

Sexual exploits exploited when we’re together.

despite her Tough exterior,         

we’re Inseparable friends…

Nothing can come between

what we Amend…


Her name?
Songs have been written about her.
Many inspire to be her.
To capture a glimpse, is an honour in itself.
Trophy like.
A best friend.
Ideal wife type.

from beginning to enD,

engaged in A

tug of waR

of the – heart…a push and pulL


of fornicatioN

and – lovE

This is dedicated… 


To Beauty.


For I have finally risen like the phoenix, above heartbreak

Beyond the bullshit of fake hugs and kisses

Intentional darts thrown at my heart to see if I fall to pieces

Happiness, now an actual reality

Despite the occasional bickering back and forth

For her I fought –

back and forth–coming I came,

To stand by her side beneath the stars

Rise up JaMar

Until the sun parts ways with the moon

I remain still…


its seems I just cant get it right

fell in love with what I thought would be my future wife

laid down beneath love and made new life

put aside all stress and prayed to the sky,

clouds and heavens above


just that,

maybe this will be as perfect as it seems…

my mother always preached that the devil was a liar,

not to say he isn’t  but,

I didnt see this coming…

I tried to justify


and clarify things as fast as I can so we could be,



a family…

instead I sit here staring at your words

feelings spewed like blood splatter on a crime scene


reaching out to hurt more than just a feeling

but the pain you have been through because of me…


just doesn’t cut it anymore…


not worth shouting because you’ve heard it so many times before…

its seems I just can’t get it right

fell in love with who I wish to be my wife

laid down beneath love and made new life

put aside all stress and prayed to the sky,

clouds and heavens above…


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