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Ok so I had a thought today (4/27) and figured I would write a few haikus about a man who has lost hope of LOVE, Life and everything else…

The plan is to write one piece a day, at least I’m gonna try to write 1 a day, for the next 30 days…

I hope you like the idea and effort of this idea. Heres his official introduction:

What does it matter?

A NAME! Love wouldn’t know it!

Nor will u recall…

Bullets have no name…

But every social event

they make appearance…

Whats there to hope for?

Love’s gone, tomorrows’ today

said yesterday’s dead…

This is my story.

Scribbled words of pain and love,

lifes’ adversity…

& ME!

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NOTE: I wrote this piece listening to Jay Z classic album ‘Reasonable Doubts’ and this concept/poem was birthed from the song “Regrets”… I hope you like, understand and do not read too far into it either…

I have regrets

Things I’d like to forget

Instead of drowning myself in a bottle of gin

Contemplating this rope round my neck

Memories I wish I wouldn’t remember

Thoughts I didn’t consider happy but painful moments in time

Hours

Minutes

Seconds I wish were obsolete

A dream I wish I never dreamt

That path I hate my mom and absent father for-

Those short breaths of passion they shared…

Giving life to the other me that had to endure this journey of

Hopeless love

Impossible feats of adversity

Fantasies of happiness

Endless falls,

Let downs and broken promises

(LIFE)

“This is the number one rule for your set
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
On the, rise to the top, many drop, don’t forget
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
This is the number one rule for your set
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
And through our travels we get seperated, never forget
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets”

                                                -Jay Z “Regrets” chorus 1

 

I have regrets

Many, which I blame others for

Upon bending knees

Clasped hands

Eyes high into the sky,

As if,

The answers will fall with every raindrop

Covering the tears sliding down my cheek

As if,

The earth will awaken and open its jaws to swallow me whole

The easiest way to abandon the mistakes I’ve made

To no longer exist in a world where I can never be forgiven

And  love is no longer a given

As if,

Judgment has been passed

And this,

My last days!

 

I have regrets.

Some I wish I could forget

That many more, I wish to just let

Roll off my back and go…

Fight  no more, and learn to live with  regrets…

“You used to hold me, told me that I was the best
Anything in this world I want I could possess
All that made me want is all that I could get
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets…”

                                                                                – Jay Z “Regrets” chorus 2


Picking and choosing
No thought of losing
Spend my time here and there
No one knows where
Send off I’m sorry’s
On to the next, no worries
Tell her a lie
Call later and apologize
Never thinking of that one
I once told her she’d won
I play love like a game
This one doesn’t treat me the same
But I’m the fool
When things break, she is my tool
On her I can depend
Her love for me won’t end
I’m that confident she’s true
All I have to do is mention Jetblue
She may get mad
With my voice she’s no longer sad
Her love is unconditional
Though I’m not emotional
She holds on to her dream
Meanwhile, I’m doing my thing
Asked her, if I cheated would she still want me
To my surprise, she said yes…silly
As long as she allows
Why would I commit, say vows
It’s nice to be me
I can flirt with whomever I see
So much distance between us
Her love is what we discuss
Love can make one so dumb
A Broken heart should be numb.


It seems everything I touch turns to dust…
Everyone I ever loved
Runs away never to be seen again with these eyes…
I know we’re only promised life and death but,
Why is it the ones I love the most are the first to die?
Mommy told me go to school
Get a diploma, college, graduate and you’ll be the coolest one
She never mentioned that I’d have children,
Never married, knowing a real womans worth
Fighting a judicial system to hold my daughter and teach my son to pee on a tree in an emergency…