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I am feeling GREAT today…
exceptionally GREAT! Though today I came to realize that no matter what is going on around me I have to worry ’bout “My Star Player”, myself! LOL I got that from Kat Williams [LOL] com’n that was funny. But on a serious note what it is, is that I had to admit I am not a hero and I can’t do it all… I wanna save the world but I can’t! I have children and if I don’t get me in order I can’t and will never be able to do anything great for them… Its been a ‘Hard Knock Life’, failed relationship, children, moved and disappointed a few people, but I know He got my back and for that… I Praise GOD! I am gonna humble myself again! Focus! and get the remainder of this so-called life on track so it would be evident to the world who MY STAR PLAYER is… ME!

So today I let it all go…
The fighting!
The worrying!
The stress!
The not living right!
The everything….

I need to turn this leaf over and get this ball rolling. I am 34 and still got big dreams. I wanna be published when I’m 35. Start a lucrative business. And be there for every one of my children and my family…

Well, easier said then done right? Yea, you right! So I am gonna get to it…
Just wanted to share my thoughts.

***Hey btw check out “Hope is LOST” this MAY right here on my blog, ‘Da Poets Corner dotcom’. There will be a poem every day about a man who has lost hope in love, life, relationships and more… Follow his story and let me know what you think…

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Ok so I had a thought today (4/27) and figured I would write a few haikus about a man who has lost hope of LOVE, Life and everything else…

The plan is to write one piece a day, at least I’m gonna try to write 1 a day, for the next 30 days…

I hope you like the idea and effort of this idea. Heres his official introduction:

What does it matter?

A NAME! Love wouldn’t know it!

Nor will u recall…

Bullets have no name…

But every social event

they make appearance…

Whats there to hope for?

Love’s gone, tomorrows’ today

said yesterday’s dead…

This is my story.

Scribbled words of pain and love,

lifes’ adversity…

& ME!


NOTE: I wrote this piece listening to Jay Z classic album ‘Reasonable Doubts’ and this concept/poem was birthed from the song “Regrets”… I hope you like, understand and do not read too far into it either…

I have regrets

Things I’d like to forget

Instead of drowning myself in a bottle of gin

Contemplating this rope round my neck

Memories I wish I wouldn’t remember

Thoughts I didn’t consider happy but painful moments in time

Hours

Minutes

Seconds I wish were obsolete

A dream I wish I never dreamt

That path I hate my mom and absent father for-

Those short breaths of passion they shared…

Giving life to the other me that had to endure this journey of

Hopeless love

Impossible feats of adversity

Fantasies of happiness

Endless falls,

Let downs and broken promises

(LIFE)

“This is the number one rule for your set
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
On the, rise to the top, many drop, don’t forget
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
This is the number one rule for your set
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets
And through our travels we get seperated, never forget
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets”

                                                -Jay Z “Regrets” chorus 1

 

I have regrets

Many, which I blame others for

Upon bending knees

Clasped hands

Eyes high into the sky,

As if,

The answers will fall with every raindrop

Covering the tears sliding down my cheek

As if,

The earth will awaken and open its jaws to swallow me whole

The easiest way to abandon the mistakes I’ve made

To no longer exist in a world where I can never be forgiven

And  love is no longer a given

As if,

Judgment has been passed

And this,

My last days!

 

I have regrets.

Some I wish I could forget

That many more, I wish to just let

Roll off my back and go…

Fight  no more, and learn to live with  regrets…

“You used to hold me, told me that I was the best
Anything in this world I want I could possess
All that made me want is all that I could get
In order to survive, gotta learn to live with regrets…”

                                                                                – Jay Z “Regrets” chorus 2


I like it dark,
Strong but sweet the same…
Milk is fine,
but depending on the day it makes my stomach bubble
and I always try to stay away from things that make me shit…
Literally. I can’t take too much shit in one cup (had enough of that).
I like my coffee hot.
Why of course!
Who wants it cold?
Unsweetened?
Weak?
and full of shit???

That’s how I like my coffee…

 

*IDK just came to mind and wanted to write in another perspective, as another person… Hope you like and read/take it as it fits and works for you…


This is just quick short blurb to all my friends and readers, please be careful this weekend if you live along the east coast. This storm, Irene, is said to be dangerous. I hope all who have been in its wake/travels already is ok and those of us in its path to come I hope will survive to see another day and be blessed…